Silent Sanctuary

Witnessing shards of my incadescent reveries

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Opps,the picture doesnt fit to the blog window width.
Blah.Lazy to resize.Dont think that this company pc comes with photoshop either.
It's in my friendster.
Like this pic though. ;)

I dun usually believe in horoscope readings coz I think they are plain dumb.
But this one at friendster just makes me smile.(Though I still dont believe in it.)

Today's Forecast
Expect an instant replay of yesterday's warmth, and a heart-to-heart conversation that's sure to bring you two even closer than you were before -- which is really saying something...

*smiles*

Morning rain would be the death of me.
I just hate it when it rains in the morning.
It makes you to only one place and die there. -Lala Land.

It rained in two consecutive mornings,certainly not hoping for the third replay tml.
I hate morning rain!

Well...infact I dun usually welcome rain unless I am completely under shelter.(Oh tell me,who doesnt?)
Do you like going out wet and cold?
Do you like the sights of crashed(and really to bits) snails and perhaps earth worms?
How about the sound of toads and frogs?
Oh,love carrying a brollie about?
How about walking in high cautious mode?
Although I am always klutzy with my walking when I'm with Jason.
Well..I'm off my guard when I'm with me mah.

And finally you cant really do alot of things when it rain.
You can do alot of things under the sun,even if it is those rainy weathers' activities.
Like...drinking hot chocolate?
Who says you cant drink hot cocoa in warm weather?Sure you dont feel like it,drink it cold blended then.
It is really the chocolate that you are after.

Blah.

And I am completely zzz now.

Everyone has new sales for this month.And lots of sales.
Except me.Only one.
It's not that I care.But if this is a real perm job,I would have to pack my stuff.

Often I am kinda frustrated with myself.
Lazy ass!
Much as I am willing to defend myself coz I really think I am always working hard?
Hmm...
And so I am thinking of giving myself a good break.Just a week of getaway.
But whenever I thought of that,I would think of myself as an lazy ass full of excuses.

Critic,I am.
Ya,shoot me!I ask for it.
Blah!

But I still think I am not going to rush to it till I find an optimum fit.

Problem- I am too lazy and cowardy to face up a job too high of a challenge.
Question- How do I know that I am going to find that optimum fit?Or what is that optimum fit for me.
Doubt - The longer the time drags,the higher the eroding power of own confidence and will.

Vonny msged me last night to complain about her sucky work.How she slogged her ass off and how she felt life is unfair if this is how her life should be.

To me,the only thing that is unfair about this world is really the line of gap between the rich and poor.

I wouldnt proclaim myself to be a poor chap.But still I am far from rich.

I wouldnt say being rich is everything.
But I wouldnt say too that money is the root of evil.

What's evil is one's desires.
What does it gotta do with money?
It doesnt mean that when you are poor,you will be saint.

But still I realised that if you are rich,at least well off.Meeting average and above,it cuts you the advantages of many things.

Now I am just talking about career.
At our age.
In Singapore.

Sure you can see the differences b/w someone who is slogging under the pressure coz he/she has to, and someone who is working coz he/she is the age to work.

**
Disturbance*

Fucking piece of shit!
I wear a S size top ok!
Fucking stanger.
Who cares you are whatever mgmt or commitee or whatever nice titles you can give yourself.
You are not a merchadiser or a tailor!
To fuck with you.
When I say I wear a S size,I am being truthful.
Even though you think I wear a M and M size is not that bad yet.
But still it is an insult when you put it that way.
("Oh,I thought you wear a M.")

You know what,it is obvious that you are a L.
Just becoz I am tall and I wore a jacket over,it doesnt makes me a M yet.

Oh...piece of shit!

*go find a middle finger pic*



How about this?


Hey I like that!



Finally..



Ah....Peace.

Hehz.

It's too vulgar that I forgot what I was talking about earlier on.

Well..Nvm~

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